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Jul. 25th, 2009

Drawing



Done just now ^^

This is deviant art version (Black and White though)

So sleepy ne ><"

Jaa~

Jul. 19th, 2009

Happy happy foolishly happy

I don't know, I'm just so happy, that's why I love to have someone I like, the feeling is so... stupidly happy for nothing XD but I can't help it, it's just simply "happy" !!!

Now I know why someone would thank the one she likes ... for being there, for her to like.

It won't make any good to like this person, I know that well, but who knows what will come tomorrow? bad or good, isn't it all right as long as today we're still alive happily?

Yeah, I may tell him I like him in the very end, when I know we may never see each other again, that sounds stupid, but that's, in this case, the only option that may make some sense-and won't go out of control.

I'm just a person, and I'm supposed to be one, this feeling is something can't be helped. I may hate it for making me stupid, but it makes me love my life, that's what I'd love it for since I not very often think so.

When I remember how he taught me in Sadou-bu, how kind he is, how supporting he is, how caring he is, how he touched my hands, I'd go sooo foolishly embarrassing, and foolishly happy!!!!


Hope he can make it, the trip to Vietnam with me, that's all I hope for now, and hope I can be in the same class with him next term~
At least, in this very last short time left, I hope there's something left for me as the most happy memories, before he graduates, and I know, that'd be when I may never see him again in my life.

 
...There's nothing to blame, though there's things to be sad, that's just the way life is.

But I appreciate this moment, appreciate this happiness he brought.
 
Arigatou, Kyohei-san.


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May. 11th, 2009

Picssss XD

Hi dear, finally I can upload these pictures... ;A;
It takes me like... year (=w=') (I even don't feel like I'm exaggerating, gosh)

Here is the pic I took at Commencement Ceremony, I was wearing the white dress... D"X


Then the sweet~~~ Nagoyan and Uirou~~~



The babei I did mention .. =^w^= *forgive me, boy... -w-""* but its so unclear... ;A;



And last...all my drawings... :"I



Sorry,they look horrible ;A; and I took pictures of them by camera... ;__;
I also finished my first working day today, it was good, the job is so... relaxing... =w=" (that's why the wage is..tiny ;A;), but I'm glad to do it, the restaurant is run by a Cambodian couple, amazingly, one of them does speak Vietnamese, it makes me feel at ease while working ^^~ so gooddd~~~ X">
Anyway... :"> I wish you a good days as ever, dear friends~~~



May. 10th, 2009

Neh? 'w'

It sure has been a lots of time has passed…
Hey, I do repeat countless times of the same old things, do I? haha, gomen ne :”P

Life goes on.

I used to feel empty about that phrase, what's the point of life goes on without any remarkable things to happen? But now, I repeat that phrase myself so many many times...

Life sure is funny at some unnecessary point neh~ XD

Uhm...could I talk about something has been done recently? not so much though... (_ _''), but... cheers!!!! not bad things neh~~~ XD

Sometime ago, Norie-chan gave me some Wagashi (gyaaa XDDD) not that so yum, but... still fit my stomach so well (--w--")
They are Nagoyan (specialty from Nagoya...? ‘v’~) and Uirou...(nah?I'm not sure this one ^^' it's kinda weird Japanese name, isn't it?, but it's a bit like Yokan~)

I'm a wagashi-addict now... X”3 Argh, painfully thanks god I cannot get much a them, or else... no diet can ever become reality, =w=’’ ahaha , I didn’t say, did I? but I must have gained more than 5 kilos since I came here !!!OxO” But say, I’m now on a diet (as always, in deed, in words, hard to be in action  +w+”)…

And just a week ago, we have some kind of Commencement Ceremony for new students, this… should I say confusing or funny but I’ve been a student for almost a year (/3 yrs) and just till then, I’m officially recognized, haha (--v--”)

But after the ceremony at a theater in town, we went back to join a special dinner XDDD man, Foooodddd soooo yummmm X”D seriously… uhm…wait…diet… –w—“

There’re some pics taken as well… :”> it’s… I was wearing Ao dai, Vietnamese traditional dress, the white one ne… with my friends, a Korean, Vietnamese, Indonesian… they looked cute… +w+  jealous… haha X”D But... haha, I did some pervert thing as well, there's a little babei who may be one of the new Japanese student's family... he was in uniform, kyaaa, I was crazy about it XDDDDDD soooo cuteeeeeeeeeee, and I took a picture...illegally =w=' haha

And well, I have drawn quite a bit since then, they’re not completed yet (and I think will never be… :”I) And I trust… they’re just… so… TTxTT’’ uhm… cannot speak the word myself… TT_TT” Onegai shimasu…

Kyaaaa ;A; It’s a real pain in the ass… the Internet in my campus wouldn’t work unless I come back a site several times… ;A;

I better head for reading books now... environmental introduction... feel like biology+chemicals obsession has come back, save me... ;A;

U must have a good day, dear, ones who I still love, ones who still know me ...

Ps: I'm supposed to be gonna wear Yukata to help my club run some events this next weekends... nervous, better be on diet to look less gross ne XDD

Could not upload images now, bloody internet ;A;

Sorry for spamming...

Apr. 6th, 2009

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I made umeboshi Onigiri myself today. It was yum!

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Feb. 17th, 2009

... haha ^^'





Aw sweet, I'm still alive +_+  *point up, taken a week ago or so*
Sorry love who think I've quit blog.
I don't think I will, don't wanna, haha ^^

So, just summarize what I have done, so far, the greatest thing is I GOT A JOB, haha.
I know it's not that big to a college students, but to me, at least, it is, since where I am living is such a small town with not many businesses running, economic slowdown blah blah blah as well ;___; And now my bank account honestly has less than zero dollar, haha XD
Without a job, I'm dead man *__*

So, a bit less important... let see... I've been good friend with Norie, a Japanese girl and she is a REAL nice friend, to me. I like the way she is pretty much, and she seems to be more open than other Japanese in my place. She makes other feel being cared, that's nice for me, and she knows what to do, what to not, has a certain respect for others, which I NEVER see in any Vietnamese in my college, sucks eh ^^

I truly dislike the Vietnamese in my place SO MUCH that I can't help but never gonna go near them again >.<' The Vietnamese friends in my hometown were much nicer than anyone here, I mean Vietnamese, I didn't know that when I was in Vietnam, people here is too much, they are cunning, tricky, and I never feel good being with them, just feel being taken advantages -the worst things in life- to me.

Anyway, it's not what people wanna hear...
Just going abroad I can see how the world truly is... especially in a such community... hard life... that's what is going thick and thin means... maybe...

And about Shinya, I had a very very nice chat with him, for real, not long ago. He's an open guy, I think.
But the problem with everyone seems... if it's been a long time (like a week?haha pretty short in fact) we don't talk to each other (no chance, I mean) they (not me) will ignore others like... never know that person. Weird, right?

I think Shinya is not that type coz he keeps saying hello and smile to me after that chat, but ... he started that symptom finally (_ _") Aw, and I cannot say hello to him when he looks in another way... ;___; too bad.
People is SO weird. Sometimes I feel "VERY MUCH", why?! ;__;

And ... >.<
Aw I cannot remember any special thing anymore...
Head is now full with International Relations =_=' cannot get them away, god...

Sorry my dear friends...
I didnt say "HAPPY VALENTINE"

Working really stresses me, and with a mass of assignment, I cannot do anything else >.<

...
Anyway,
Love u,
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[info]biedronek : Did u receive the message? I though I have sent it for u for a while ;___;
[info]kimkhanh : Sorry love, I wish I could send u the cake I baked on Valentine ;___;





Dec. 18th, 2008

Heelllo?

       Okay, I suppose no one mind reading my entry anymore, since it looks like I've been away for too long and uploaded rarely with stupid stuff, and not visited your LJs as well (this's so unfair for you to have a look at my entry then, right?), but still, well, actually, truly,... there's someone I hope I won't loose contact with them... I have lost contacted with many online friend, no matter how I used to be closed to them, and know well enough that... it's damn hard to keep an online friend as a real one, but I always hope there would be someone, and I know, there is. I hope they know, in some way...
       And well, I'm gonna to Australia for 10 days, from tomorrow, mean I will be away during christmas, it's a little pity, in IPC *my school* I guess I'll have some fun during that time as well, I really dun wanna miss... >.< *I'm greedy, I know* But like hell, the most thing I dun wanna miss is the day the tea ceremony club  work ;___; It's supposed to be my first time to join in the club, but I'll be absent, so damn ;___; I think of joining Yosakoi club as well, they did perform crazily well in the Sakura festival this year >.< I wanna join Kendo, too, but it costs money to join in ;___; *I haven't found a job anyway , and gonna be out of credit OxO* ... Life is hard ;___;
        Anyway, I'm happy to enroll in this school, there's time I feel so regret to come here, it was damn lonely and people become scary, but I know, now, that I did close myself, that's why this school became scary to me, but it's so good now, I appreciate every minute I'm here, people are friendly enough, life is good enough and I have learned much about life and people, about how to live since I came here. I got a strong sense for Japanese here, since most of the students are almost Japanses, I love Japan at first, no doubt, but I love it more since I got to know about Japanese in real, they're not friendly at first, or I should say, they won't speak to you first and just until you start a conversation, they'll talk a lot, that's good, ne? but sometime not really, I'm not type of people who are positive, so, I find it hard to start a conversation... ;___;
       And last night, yeah yeah, the most thing I wanna tell XD Ya know, in the dorm, fire alarm is everywhere, I used to hear from my friends who live in dorm (while I was at homestay, but I have just moved in dorm recently) that the fire alarm sometime rang, and every students had to come of out the hall (resident hall), of course, but the problem is, the fire alarm usually rang just because of someone, who was smoking in the hall ( the school doens't allow smoking in hall), not because of fire or stuff. And last night, it was around 3 am, I hear something damn noisy in my room (but I didn't know it was fire alarm, I haven't heard fire alarm before), and someone knock in the door, I was wonder, omg, is it security? did I do something??? >.< and I come out, it's my friend, she told me 'hey, walk out, it's the fire alarm' Then, we came out of the hall, and in the midnight, it's damn cold, ya know, in NZ, it's so cold even in summer >.< (and partly that I am not used to cold weather ;__:) We stood outside, there weren't many students (it's the summer, so, most of them go back their countries ^^') just around ten or so, and hall leader also walked out, and... OMG, I damn like him , the hall leader, I mean, I noticed him even when I first came here, he's a damn pretty boy and he's in the 2nd year, his English was much better than other Japanese *I hear from my friend ^^'* Though he got a girl friend, it doen't matter, I... actually just like his face ^^' (I know this isn't proper way to like someone, but my sense for beauty is damn strong ;__;) and I have a small talk with a staff, who is also a resident in my hall (a Japanese woman), he was standing near me ( not really, about 3 meters ^^') and actually, he didn't know me nor my perverted time for looking at his face  at the dining hall ^^' ( I say I only like his appearance, right? ^^') But he suddenly look at me and say "It's cold, eh?" I was stunned, OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! He ACTUALLY talk to me ( although just three words, no more ;__;) IT'S THE FIRST TIME I HEAR HIS VOICE IN REAL *O* sounds nice XD very clear,much clearer than any Japanese I've known !!! But my stupid me just reply (I was trying to calm down, ya know TT^TT) " Yup, to stand here..." And, well... it was the time the fireman finished his check *well, nothing actually happened this time as well, ...* I immediately went inside my room *damn myself XD* and... I hardly got back to sleep then ;___; but I was so happy XD I know that was stupid but really, I was happy! XD

Well, I know nothing else but his name anyway, so, it just last night was stunned and I wanna say about it, though there's no point at it ^^'

Sorry for spamming your f-page ;___;


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!

This is his pictures... it's illegal to take pictures without one's permission... I know but... sorry then... XD I just wanna show how pretty he is
Pic 1
Pic 2





Dec. 15th, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NOS-CHAN!



Gấp quá nên cắm cổ up lên thôi ;___;
Sinh Nhật vui vẻ nha tình iu XD
xxx
Happy birthday, sweetie, wish ya all best wishes, by love~

Dec. 9th, 2008

Aw!!!!

Sorry, I know recently I've just posted stupid things but...
I couldn't help, Taiikukan baby has been subbed already and available in mediafire TT^TT
Oh god, I'm damn happy now XDDDD
CHEERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have to do assignments now, since I'd try my best to gain the best TOEIC test as I can, so that I could skip English skills classes, which means I have more spare papers for Japansese Skiills XD (It's a plan now, and it's not ... that easy as I said *for me*, but I'll try!)


Nice day, dear~

Nov. 16th, 2008

Still alive .... ;__;

I'm so relieved, so excited.... XD look what
[single] Shoudou - Pigstar
Title: Junjou Romantica 2 OP Single - Shoudou
Artist: pigstar
Release Date: November 5, 2008
Tracklist:

1. Shoudou
2. with you
3. Shoudou (off vocal)
4. with you (off vocal)
...
...
I'm so stunned ;___;
And MIYAVI NEW CALENDAR IS READY TO PRE-ORDER ....
...
....
......
;___;
moreover, I've just done the shitty scholarship job, can't be more happy ;___;

Sep. 10th, 2008

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Hello ,it has been a really long time that my LJ is forgotten ;__;

No,it doesn’t mean that I forgot ot,absolutely no >_<

But since I moved to NZ,tons of things happen and I have to run around like crazy everyday,that I hardly find a little time to sit in front of the laptop for relaxing +_+

I dunno what should I start with, and I even don’t know if you still remember who am I ;___;

Ok,whatever,I’ll say something now.

Ya know, I moved to NZ and I intended that I’d stay in campus (and actually, I love the campus life so much DX) but what the hell,they,those people from administration told me something like,you’re still under age,under 17,which NZ’s law doesn’t allow to let you’re in campus,which mean,you have to move to homestay.WTF??? I know,living in homestay is the BEST chance to improve my English,but I have to consider my feeling first, I mean, they put me in a house with so many family’s members,2 parents and 4 children,that’s right,they’re all nice, but I have to live with so MANY strangers, and there’s no way that I’d feel comfortable !!! O_O” I can get along with them,in case just 3 or 4 family members, but dear,… it’s 6 people,totally stange to me!!! … ;__; ya know, such as,when I come out of my room, I see they’re watching TV together, a happy family’s atmosphere, and I feel there’s no place for me, or I shouldn’t come out to break the atmosphere … I feel so hesitated <_<” and …gruuu,I don’t really like children, but… so many children in this house, I don’t know what should I talk to them, I don’t even understand them, and 1 boy (he’s 15, younger than me 1 year), it’s natural for me to feel … not free to talk to him,right? >_<” oh god! But the even worse thing is that, after my birthday this yeah,in Oct, I’ll be 17, and I have to move in campus again, move out, move in, it’s… arggg, so troublesome, what should I do with my tons of luggage??? ;___;

It’s not like that…I’m just complain about my life now, believe me,dear, everything is ok,just that big problem is driving me crazy now, I mean, that I don’t have a comfortable place to live now, I even feel stresses when I come back that homestay’s house ;__; I wanna be in school all day TT^TT nahhh….

Ok, forget it,I have something nicer to say ^^’

This school, in general, is good, it’s not like hell as much as I used to think when I first come here, I used to feel lonesome, I used to be not myself, and I used to face mountain of depressed feelings in the first days, but I dun think ya wanna know…  ^^’ It’s like,the environment changes, I need time to fix something wrong in my mind…well, and now, it maybe better than the last days ^^~ I’m also have more free time,oi,in first days…I have to do the orientation, there’s something interesting XD,that…hehe,we go to see the sheep shearing  XD,here’s the pictures (though the sheeps aren’t so much cute as I used to imagine ;__; they’re not so white XD *dirty sheeps,bleh XD*)
There,there:

The second one is how the sheep looked like after being sheared ^^'
And the 3rd ... sheep hill!!! XD (it was taken from the car window XD)

Uhm…last weekend,no,the weekend before last weekend XD I’m taken to the mountain to find some snow (it’s part of the orientation for new students, I guess ^^’), it’s nice ^^~ It’s the first time I saw snow,and… they’re just ice in the end… bleh… ^^’ Ok,I went with the family which I’m doing homestay now.

I love the part we played card the most ^^~ hahah, but what the hell, I just won some first round, and the last ones… I almost lost O_O and ya know,ehhh, the lost one had to drink water  (toilet water,oop,I’m kidding = =’) I drank too much that day, but we had nice time together, with that family’s kids, I think, I just feel natural when we played game together or something, but normally, I hardly find something to talk with them …. ;___; wtf???

Here is the pic of that 4 children, which is taken when we went to the mountain.They're all younger than me ^^'

And…uhm…last week,it’s was Vietnamese independent day,and all of Vietnamese girls who are learning in my school would wear traditional dress: ”ao dai”  whole the day ^^ And,well, this school, … = =’ haha,it was unexpected that, the most largest amount of students come from Japan, then, the second is kiwis, and the third is … Vietnam,ahhaha XD

And dear, I’m facing a terrible fact ;___; ya know, I have to come back my homestay’s house at 5pm (super early DX) and…like hell, there’s no Internet in that house, so, I hardly access the Internet, but even at my school, they’re not allow us to access youtube (that means I can’t access),even megaupload, wtf??? I’m crazy now ;___;

But …uhm… I can’t think of anything else ^^’

I’m sorry for not visiting your LJ, but I wish I could touch my computer for personal reasons a moment now +_+

But,well, how about you now,Shadowsyra? Are you ok? Hope your study abroad wouldn’t be troublesome as mine ;___;

And… I wanna see ya,murdoc chan,where the on the earth are you??? OXO

And, dear Lady Bird, ya know, this entry filled with pics,I wanna show ya as much as I can,I’ll reply ya as soon as possible ^^~

My lov, Nos... I have much things to tell ya, but I wish you'd on the computer instead of your cell ;___;

PS:gruuuu,wtf??? I can't upload the left DXXX Sorry,dear ;___; I'll make it next time,ok?ok? TT^TT
 

 

 

 

 

Jul. 27th, 2008

Hello,dear?

Yeah...I mean,welll,I feel better a lot,and I love you even more,my dear friends,I have a great courage from you,really...

And I've just gone out for several days,and,uhm,got a new laptop some days ago,not so good,but it's ok,hope it won't die soon (because of my cruel actions? -w-")

And I fell free now,I think it's good mood,at least,uhm...enough to do something,not eating only ^^' (like these last days 'x')
 
I also made some Miyavi's Icons.
Here they are:
 



  
   

Ah... If they're not bad... hope you would like them ^///^


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Jul. 22nd, 2008

[...Feelings around...]


I've put everything aside,for several days or whole a week or more,anything relates to Internet,I just...

Well,it's some days ago,I started doing my only passionate thing,drawing and...I suddenly felt losing something,my mind was so stiff,I can't think of any beautiful things,I was really shocked,what happened with my mind,did I lose my creativeness,even when they're not much? That's horrible,creativeness for art is the only thing I have and at least,the only thing I'm proud of for my useless self ,but...I thought of a leave,and the only thing appear in my mind is only a leave,no more,a stiff and ugly leave,...I couldn't add anything ,to make the leave more lively,or so,It was horrible,and I reach the thought...is it because I haven't use my mind for a long time,and it has said good bye to me? Is it because I was clung to the computer all the dayb without a single thought?...

I was in shock,actually,deep depression and full of disappointed feelings ...

And I felt I can't speak English with a natural voice,the voice I made when speaking is inflexible  and unnatural,I lost the ability to speak English because of long time without speaking?

I was so afraid, afraid terribly,when had I become such a useless person?losing everything which I'd always supposed they would never be gonna leave me...

More than a week,I just tried to speak and draw,tried to think of everything I used to do,tried to gain them back with a little hope...

And finally,I realized something...
that's stupid me,how idiotic I was,I almost forgot the freedom when thinking ,that's the only way my creativeness can be used,I just thought of them as... responsibility to myself ,or something with much force,if I continued like that,I can never get it back...

I walked , with Trinh Cong Son's music,or,what's his name,another musician,then,I thought of various things,and these images slowly appear in my mind,full of contrary and unlike others,as I wish...

I remember all now,the feeling when doing something as imagine,the natural feeling when speaking English...

The only way they come back...

And I'm not gonna let them go again,never.

But I'm back with the network ...
I'm feeling losing something again...

[...Not there?then,here...]
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Jul. 12th, 2008

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Well,I'm not gonna leave it like this... ^^'
I'm quite busy these days...
*learn like hell O_O"*

Somehow...
I still have time to check my f-page
                And I found this from my friend,simply-aru
                Of course,I think this's "such a nice thing"
               
Then,yeah,I repost as I wish

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If there are one or more people on your friends list who make your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal.
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                Well,really something nice to read or to know...

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Jul. 5th, 2008

hahah sorry for spamming again,dear :"D


Anyone give me an advice?a suggest?a name?  I give up on this.... ;___;

food~

I love this xD,you see,it's food ^^'
it's vietnamese food
well,but almost for children,because they love this  ;____;

We eat it with ice~
And I've always love these kind of food :"D so delicious~



This one is hot,you see,the colorful thing,it's a littlle leathery (I dunno if I use this world in a right way or not ^^') so good taste xD
 I lov it >w> as I look through the dictionary,in Eng,it's called sweet soup ... ? ' v ' (I  have no  idea) there's also banana in there :"]



And now is cell's meme,I'm tagged by [info]kimkhanh
^^~
1. The phone brand?
skip this one,I already forgot ;__;

2. What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number?
0916175 622 but may be I will change the sim soon ^^'

3. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say?
"leu leu"
I guess this's from [info]murdoc_19_2000
kind of teasing ;___;

4. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
"Man" a taxi driver ' - ' I once went with him and I did take his number to easily call him at that time ^^'

5. Who's the last person you rang?
Ahiru,I just made a mistake ^^'

6. Who was your last missed call from?
"home"
guess it's from my mom when I was going out xD (but I never pick up a call from mom when I'm going out,she just calls to get me back home,that's why ^ w ^)

7. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Duy
he's my cousin ' x '

8. What does the last message in your inbox say?
Nos-chan ask me for ahiru's number,she lost it ^^

9. Who comes up under J?
No one ^^' vienamese name not has that letter ^^'

10. Go to your Sent Items - what does the 10th message say?
I have 6 only ^^'

11. Who's the 4th person who comes up under S?
sakura~ well,a school which teaches japanese in my country ^^

12. Who's your network provider?
VInafone :"D not a bad service

13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
"93" ;___; I'm lazy to clean them

14. What do you have as your background?
Miyavi xD I made a theme for him

15. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R?
No one D:

16. Who do you have on speed dial 3?
I dun use ^^

17. If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have?
I'll check it later ;___; may be 0$

18. Who's the first person who comes up under C?
Chi Hai
my sister,elder sister ^^

19. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
???

20. What do you have as your main ringtone?
Trans-winter by SHOWTA ^^~ another one is his song,too and there's one I use alone again,wonderful world by Pura-chan XD
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Jul. 1st, 2008

Trips and horrible day ;___;

Yay! ^^~ I come for spamming your f-page again~

I've just come back from Vung Tau,[info]murdoc_19_2000's home village ~^ w ^~ (2 days ago,but yesterday,I wasn't home,too,I'll tell later,it's scary  ;___;) though I couldn't see her ,she's not there anyway ;___; (but I had told her before I went there ^^)

But,well,I did enjoy it,the scenery is really nice ^^~ I took pictures from a historical place :D ... but,well,what's its name? ^^' Bach Dinh or so... can't remember ! DX



I took this one from there,too ^^~ it looks...uhm...great! I did think so :"]



But I was totally exhausted D: though the trip was short ^^'


And yesterday.............
I went to HCM city for health checking before asking for visa
.....totally scary TT-TT

I was happy at first when I heard (from my DAMN friend) that anyone who under 18 won't be taken blood sample (for HIV checking ... one of the scary thing,HIV,huh? O_O'  ) yup,really relieved because I'm really scare of those thing!!! DX (all right,I know that's childish ;___;) but you know,when I entered the doctor's room,he told me to give him my arm O_____O""" awwwwwwwww,I knew what was happening right after he said that only people under 15 won't be taken blood sample O____O""" (damn the shitting friend !!! OxO) I just wanna scream right away! TT x TT (I'm 17 for now)

The doctor really saw my dead face ;____; (and I turned very away when he did that scary thing,I never wanna see how he did it even 0,00000001s ),he told me "ok,ok,it will be ok".....but....useless to my frightening OxO' and looked like anyone who entered the room at that moment knew how terrify I was,a man grinned when he looked at me (then went out ) and a girl (at my age) asked me after I came of out the room that is it that much hurt..... though..... -___-''' I couldn't tell them even it's not hurt at all,I'm still frighten terribly,but that's a big shame to say ;____;

How childish it's ;___; and funny for me,who's 17 now ;____;
But I never stop being afraid of those things.... OxO
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That's all I can tell today '__' '''
Sorry you guys for my stupid entry m(_ _!!)m

But btw,have you passed the tests,[info]murdoc_19_2000 ? [info]biedronek ?
You guys were really busy ;___; and I feel boring without your talks.( > //// < )

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Nice day,my dear friends ~^^~
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Jun. 20th, 2008

Drawing~

Uhm...yay,it's not good to make 2 entries with one right after one like this... ^^'
But I think I would like to show you this...


Well,it's not good at all,I didn't scan,I just take a picture of it with the cell,so,it's even more worse ;__;
You know,uhm...I've had the sketch long ago,but until now, I could finish ^^'

I 'm not good at color them  =_='  and even made it with color pencil *like kinder garden's child,ne? >~<'* cuz I can't use water color,although I wish I could a lot ;____; *I just can do it with simple picture,no,I never let you guys see,unless you will laugh to die DX*
And I edited it somehow with Photoshop .__. with hope it doesn't look so terrible ;___; Bit if it's not improved at all,please forgive me...


Well,I was thinking that I'd give this to someone,but...since it's like this,so bad ! _ ! how can I do that? !~!

But well...I'll go to scan it,and hope I can make a better version later DX

Anyway...here it is... *still cry *



Arggggg~~~~~ I've just noticed that,do you see what 's in the girl's hand,what's in the dish? OMG!!!! It's cake,but photoshop turns it into something like coal o___O"""
*shocked* o__O"""""
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J-Idols and LJ cut for first time :D

Well,I've just taken a look from [info]pali_mari's LJ.
It's really long time that I've not stalked my dear boys xD *hahah*
Well,and I discovered something I guess you guys also knew...
And,well,I didn't expect that LJ cut is this much simple ^^' ahah,I should have known it before,sorry for making trouble for you with long LJ without LJ cut last times ;___;
Oh well,even then,the longer I write,the more mistakes I would make,please don't mind my poor Eng ;___;

The rest of the entry is behind the link ,you know ^^' haha,I added a lot of pics a well...

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Jun. 16th, 2008

A bunch of pictures ~^^~

Trip~
Yay,last saturday,I went to a snake farm with friend,but... XDDDD I think it's be better a monkey farm,I see a lot of monkeys there,so cute xDDDD ahahah
And I did take many pics,well,hope you wont get boring ~ w ^
Well,the monkeys ~ so kawaii~~~~

And crocodile ~~~ they look funny xDD *I think this snake farm should be a zoo ' w ' *

This's  how it is in the farm,and... I has a river inside? O_O'...yeah...my friends,she looks...funny at that moment xDD ayay,we were in the canteen of the farm then :D

And here's the souvenir shop,inside the farm,too,I just took pics but bought nothing ^^' hahah,many things made of coconut tree,aren't they? ^^~
 
And we went home at the afternoon xD,I took pics of the way I went as well,they are still outside my city ^^~
 

 

And there's a street which is in terrible condition DX I was hurt during that way,ah,We drove by bicycles,so~ ~^ w ^~ And bamboo,it was in the middle of the afternoon that time :d *I was exhausted ;__; very tired of long way a super sunlight DX*

And...yay! ^^~ I've just bought a coat,well,it's may be nothing weird to you,but really strange to me XD since I'm in hot country,I've never worn that kind of coat *will be sweat to die ;___;* But mom buy for my going abroad ~^^~ ah,really exciting now~ Well,and I extremely like it,it's something really new to me after all,yeah :"D
And I tried it right away,well,the camera isn't nice at all,all are so dark ;___; ...can you see me? ;___; it's really unclear DX *embarrassing ^///^*



Well....really long with pics DX I'm sorry for taking much in your f-page ;___;
Hope you can enjoy something about the sights ^ w ~
Well,I remove the pics since they're troublesome...ne? ^^'
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